Here we are...

So here we are...
Not sure how to tell you nething about this page, except that I hope no one has as much trouble as I do about trying to feel good about themself. You are human after all.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Purging

I hate that women think they have to vomit throughout the day to be considered a beauty. GET OVER YOUR FAT women. When the hell should it matter as you're going from middle school to graduation as a fat girl?
I know what you're saying: She's probably never been been fat before. Who the helldoes she think she is?? I bet this is a skinny bitches post
How many of you actually think that purging is a beauty tip? Not me. Not Leonardo DV. Not the original artists who grew up with only the natural around them. If you have to barf your life away, you're caring way too much about what others think than what matters to your heart. Have you ever seen Tyra Banks burn the podium for treating the contestants the way they do-umm Janis D. you should be ashamed of yourself. Tyra actually reminds me of a fighter for the natural, dispite the world she lives among. Not in, but among. There is  a slight differencde.
I once had a friend who threw up whenever she went to the public bathroom. My friend of the time kind of refused because he knew what she was doing and didn't like it. I dont think he ever did but tried to help her nto do it in his own way. It wasnt talked about much really at all with him. But she did talk to me some. I felt bad for her. I still do. I may have always been skinny all my life, but I'm too skinny. I;m 5 foot 5 and a half and I  weigh between 118 and 120 pounds. I could stand to gain at least 5 more poinds. Good luck huh? Yep, its hard. I even try eating before bed, or as I'm getting sleepy in bed. It doesnt work.
I onece saw a tv program about a girl who drinks diet coke because it helps break everything down better and later she purges into a bucket after eating. And I was going OMG in my head. She looked like crap! She looked like a crackhead  when all she did was barf her figure away. If you can detaiil your ribs in the mirror without bending, lifting your arms, or twisting about in the mirror, you got issues and need to lock your throat up. And if no ones talking to you about the dangers, they might not be sure how to tell you that you are too important to lose. it makes me sick that women run around throwing their lives away to be 'beautiful' when all you are is an ugly skeleton. Those are beautiful in their own way yes, but that's without flesh and muscle structures. The danger of throwing up your soul is seveer. Get some help. Talk to your counceller at school or confide in a friend. maybe they could help by getting lists of placees for you to safely attend without being pushed furthere into the bucket.

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